i come to you ashamed of my self. i spent a weekend off cigretts on a vape. by the sunday night i was in a really big with droll. i found a astray and made a astray cigrette. i had a friend pick me up some taboacco. payed them. so i a smoking again. i had the idea not smoking till i really needed it. that did not work out either. on top of that i had a really bad migraine. for a few days. my husband desides when i have a headach to get really loud as well. think he needs a hearing aid. he just wont lisen haha. so hows everyone getting on with the isolation. i have things to do. its just not the sameas been able to go out when you wont to though. its been three weeks and doctors say i am not high risk. just tell that to my sisster and husband. they are making sure i dont go out. my husband yelling wash your hands and i only opened the front door to look outside. it amazing before he used to say if i die i die. now hes scared of dieing. to realize hes seems scared of his own shadow at the momment.
i know their are lots of people who have died of cronovirus. i fell bad for what they and their familys are going through. i hear the services for berevement and mental services are just not there. if the govermennt dont wont a civil war they should sort it out before it happens. learn from past. i shall end and say,
what a month its been. chrismas and easter together. choclate eggs and chrismas dinner. its been a month to be clear.