as my old relaship has failed I find myself in limbo trying to over come the perils I have found myself in. I am trying to sort out my fiances and a place of my own. their is a few things to sort out. as I have to go through a divorce and it may get ugly. as before I had tried to sort out a life of working. I was always told I was not good enough I was stupid and ultimately everyone said your too ill to work. to find the right job is difficult. but getting to know the right people may work as I am shy and reserved that may be a job in its self. well everything takes time. I have to wait, hopefully I shall get their the great help I have had by my local police and my sister and her partner is worth a lot of gold. they have had a lot to do yet they took time to help me and I am great full beyond words for their help and understanding. as of my ex he is acting like a stalker I have to keep him on my side as I need my pets to be safe until I can have them with me again. I am working through a lot of changes. with time I will get my routes settled again.
in this place is the future. its worth trying to make a difference but in the end you have to do the best for yourself and love yourself as always.